Liberation.

I thought that am doing quite alright for the past few days.  Only when I realised, there are some things reminds me of you badly.  Each time when I saw any Harley bikes on the road, I think of you.  Each time when I hangout with friends enjoying gin and tonic, I think of you.  Each time when passed by Tropicana Gardens mall, I think of you.  Each time when I go to my classes at ABC studio, I think of you.  And each time when I happen to match with someone new, I think of you.  Memories and fragments of you are everywhere.  How can I stop my brain from thinking.  Deep down, I still miss you.  Now and then.  Signing off.  11.43pm @ 030722

Will I ever find the right one? There’s a quote saying, people is not afraid of new love but is afraid of the old pain. I felt it somehow for Mr.A. Just my gut feeling.  Sometimes I feel like, does bad thing happen to me in order for it to be good for someone? It seems like it because most of my ex found their happy ending. I know that everyone has their own timeline and pace, but still can’t help myself to stop thinking bout it. Oh well, am one overthinking lady.  I just need that one chance to meet that person who will appreciate me as much as I would appreciate them.  Someone who chooses me everyday.  Someone who cherish me much.   Someone who is consistent.  Someone who will lift me up and grow along together for betterment.  And someone who is always there during the good and bad times.  You don’t need to be perfect.  It’s something that we learn to compromise every single day.  Signing off.  11.05 @ 010722