Perspectives

Bestest friend said to me, 

“The problems we faced may be simple, but it is us who complicates it”. 

Things can be so direct and simple if we just simply ask or communicate about it. Tell the other person how do we actually feel and try understanding it from their perspective. But this is one of the most challenging part, how vulnerable and transparent can we be towards the person that we are ready to accept the consequences that comes with it after asking the question?

Naturally, we have our fears. 

There is always two ways to look at it, does fear makes us stronger or does it makes you weaker. 

For me, I am still weak and there is much much work in progress that needs to be done. 

I may not be as confident and happy as I look. 

I have always been having issues with my self confidence and am constantly reassuring myself every single time that tomorrow will be a better day or don’t worry you will be better in no time. 

I am very inconsistent with what I am feeling and this is not healthy. Especially towards my emotional and mental needs. Many times, am questioning what am I living for and what purpose do I have in this life. 

The struggle is real.