Moving on

I did not check up on your social medias anymore. 
I did not think of you most of the time anymore. 
Talking about you does not hurt as much anymore. 

I am hoping what am feeling will be consistent. 
Because, I want to move on and be happy. 
With or without you. 

If it’s meant to be, then it will be. 

Signing off. 
10.35pm @ 300622

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