6 months long

It was after 6 months - finally I had that closure.
It was shocking of course and I have noticed there were multiple times you were trying to have some small chats.
Am glad that I wasn't incapacitate over the whole situation, I guess I have really learned to accept that some things were just not meant to stay in your life.

I admit that I do still think of you at some point of time, and I don't think that I will ever forget that parcel of moment where things used to be so comfortable. But I have made that choice - no matter how much I have felt and thought of you previously, you are not what I really need at this moment. I need someone who is sure of me, and someone who chooses me everyday consistently.

But again, thank you for stepping up and apologizing. 
I can choose not to meet up but I did anyway, because I think that I am able to handle it way much better now. 
You said that it was because of the timing and you weren't ready. But really, is there a right timing? 
I would believe that we wouldn't even know what will happen tomorrow, the next few days or the next few years. So how can we possibly know when is the right timing? It still relates to how strong of our desire at that moment and we took that leap of faith, facing the consequences no matter good or bad. Because - regret is so much worst.

You will always be that one piece memory. The pain, joy, happiness, laughter, sadness.
Everything that I have felt so deeply.

Take care always, A. 
I will always wish you the best in everything that you do.

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